My confessions: I’m a student and I love S&M

It started quite innocently… I always loved being groped when kissing but always wanted more.

I always found myself wishing they would grope me harder, make me tingle. I wanted to feel the adrenaline when I was being kissed and I wanted to see the marks on my skin the next day- just as proof it really happened.

Then I met Sarah*.

We went on our first date together in a local pub. A few drinks in I confessed I had had a threesome before- not the best move on a first date, and I instantly regretted it when she went quiet.

I panicked so to ease the tension I pretended I was okay with people knowing and played it down. “Oh please you can’t tell me you’ve never done anything like that before?!”

She replied no, but had a strange look in her eye as if something suddenly came to mind. I pressed further. A few drinks more and she finally admitted, she was into S&M.

Saucy

I wasn’t sure how I should react but I knew I loved the idea. I asked a few more questions and she quickly replied with a few one word answers before trying to change topic.

Not the most appropriate topic on a first date I have to admit, but it made me curious. From then on we just clicked.

One day, we were kissing in her bed and I asked the question… I had started to doubt whether she actually did perform S&M as she hadn’t mentioned it since and there were no signs of being into anything like that.

I asked: “So, can you show me some of your S&M things?” She said no, probably because she was nervous to show me them, but after a bit of begging and admitting I was sceptical she finally gave in.

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She opened an innocent looking bottom drawer and revealed her toys, handcuffs and whips.

I pushed further “Can you handcuff me? Just for fun…” before I knew it I was on my hands and knees being spanked.

I loved it, the rush, the sensations.

Over and over she slowly stroked my ass to build up the anticipation then very quickly spanked me with the leather paddle. I’d never felt anything quite as thrilling before. I was so turned on. Then from behind she stroked my clit slowly, until I was begging for more. She had this look in her eyes I’d never seen before- passionate but sexy.

I felt dirty, in a really good way.

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I bit my lips, pushed my hair back and kissed my sexy dominatrix. Since then we’ve started experimenting with blindfolds and hog ties. The hog ties feel restrictive at first but then as she runs her tongue down my stomach to my inner thighs I feel a shiver of excitement and I just want more.

She hears my moans and begins to lick my clit very softly. I press harder into her and suddenly I’m so close to cumming. I begin tugging against the ties and I’ve never felt so sexy.

Before I know it it’s all over and I feel amazing. We’ve lately began experimenting with wearing tight leather costumes, I find it really helps you get into ‘character’ and helps you get over the fear of talking dirty to each other.

I have shocked myself sometimes with some of the filthy things that have come out of my mouth.

A few months later and we’re still together, a very happy couple with a very dirty secret.