{"id":42098,"date":"2026-01-07T11:38:25","date_gmt":"2026-01-07T11:38:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thetab.com\/realityshrine\/?p=42098"},"modified":"2026-01-07T11:38:25","modified_gmt":"2026-01-07T11:38:25","slug":"love-is-blind-uk-host-matt-willis-emotionally-admits-he-gets-nightmares-about-relapsing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thetab.com\/realityshrine\/2026\/01\/07\/love-is-blind-uk-host-matt-willis-emotionally-admits-he-gets-nightmares-about-relapsing\/","title":{"rendered":"Love Is Blind UK host Matt Willis emotionally admits he gets nightmares about relapsing"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/thetab.com\/realityshrine\/tag\/love-is-blind-uk\/\">Love Is Blind UK<\/a> host Matt Willis emotionally opened about still getting nightmares that he&#8217;s relapsed, after he&#8217;s been sober for eight years.<\/p>\n<p>During his podcast <a href=\"https:\/\/podcasts.apple.com\/gb\/podcast\/on-the-mend\/id1697309091\">On The Mend<\/a>, his guest asked Matt whether he still &#8220;sometimes has nightmares about being back on the alcohol?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Matt responded: &#8220;Oh yeah, drinking and using dreams I call them, yeah all the time. Well not all the time, but occasionally, yeah it scares me.\u201d<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_42125\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-42125\" style=\"width: 1200px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-42125\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.realitytvshrine.com\/uploads\/2026\/01\/Ellie-New-Featured-Images-2026-01-07T113600.121.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"1200\" height=\"630\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.realitytvshrine.com\/uploads\/2026\/01\/Ellie-New-Featured-Images-2026-01-07T113600.121.png 1200w, https:\/\/cdn.realitytvshrine.com\/uploads\/2026\/01\/Ellie-New-Featured-Images-2026-01-07T113600.121-300x158.png 300w, https:\/\/cdn.realitytvshrine.com\/uploads\/2026\/01\/Ellie-New-Featured-Images-2026-01-07T113600.121-1024x538.png 1024w, https:\/\/cdn.realitytvshrine.com\/uploads\/2026\/01\/Ellie-New-Featured-Images-2026-01-07T113600.121-768x403.png 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1200px) 100vw, 1200px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-42125\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Via Netflix<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Matt Willis admitted that he spent years hiding the truth of how bad his struggled with addiction from his wife and Love Is Blind UK co-host Emma were. As such, he now feels like he needs to be transparent with her about everything, something he joked has &#8220;bored her to death.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He continued: &#8220;My wife is bored to death of me telling her everything, but I can&#8217;t keep a secret, I can&#8217;t keep anything, if something happens I have to tell her straight away.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don&#8217;t wanna have that feeling inside of me any more that I am keeping anything back.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Matt added that he used to be &#8220;amazing&#8221; at lying before he became sober, but is now an absolutely &#8220;terrible liar.&#8221;<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_42126\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-42126\" style=\"width: 1200px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-42126\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.realitytvshrine.com\/uploads\/2026\/01\/Ellie-New-Featured-Images-2026-01-07T113537.229.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"1200\" height=\"630\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.realitytvshrine.com\/uploads\/2026\/01\/Ellie-New-Featured-Images-2026-01-07T113537.229.png 1200w, https:\/\/cdn.realitytvshrine.com\/uploads\/2026\/01\/Ellie-New-Featured-Images-2026-01-07T113537.229-300x158.png 300w, https:\/\/cdn.realitytvshrine.com\/uploads\/2026\/01\/Ellie-New-Featured-Images-2026-01-07T113537.229-1024x538.png 1024w, https:\/\/cdn.realitytvshrine.com\/uploads\/2026\/01\/Ellie-New-Featured-Images-2026-01-07T113537.229-768x403.png 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1200px) 100vw, 1200px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-42126\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Via Netflix<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Matt recently celebrated eight years of sobriety, sharing: &#8220;This one feels different. It marks the same length of time I had before my last relapse and this time I know I\u2019m in a completely different place.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I didn\u2019t really wanna tell anyone as I was scared of relapsing because I relapsed so many times.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI said I would never do it again and I f*cking done it again, I had broken that promise so many times and so I was scared of putting it out there because I was scared I would do it again and everyone would go &#8216;ha!'&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><i>For all the latest reality TV cast member news, scandals, gossip and updates \u2013 like\u00a0<\/i><a href=\"https:\/\/realitytvshrine.com\/\"><span class=\"s1\"><b><i>Reality Shrine<\/i><\/b><\/span><\/a><i>\u00a0on\u00a0<\/i><a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/realityshrineofficial?rdid=TzQu2kEd2cUqU4rD&amp;share_url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2Fshare%2F14zX5cKubf%2F#\"><span 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